BloGGinG @ NoVeMbER

Now listening to Hitoradio...
Now doing nothing...

It has been long long time not blogging these few months. Actually I 'struggle ' for quite a few times every time when I wanna blogging. So, at the end, nothing comes out.

Time flies. I have already worked in Esprit KLCC for around 2 months. There are so many things happened in this short time. I still vividly remember that there were around 20 staffs during morning briefing in my 1st day. The atmosphere was so good and always filled with laughters and fun.

But, now... Haiz... Everything has changed. Most of the staffs have already resigned. Fiona, Juliana, Fakro, Tracy, Daphne, Wendy and coming soon Sammuel... What they said about reason of leaving... The salary is so low. But, I aware another reason is because of the complicated human relationship in Esprit.

Gossip-ing... Perhaps the most favourite talking topic especially in breaking time... Now... I think my closest colleague is Thomas and Vince... But, is it my knowledge on them is sufficiently to describe their true character? Is it there still something lurk behind the scene? God knows...

Then, how about them? Neoh, Nurul, Ina, Ijan, Ija, Kok Chun, Kin Wai, Yan... However, I really learn a lot in this short period. From naive transform to a bit mature. Hehe... I know I have to prepare myself before stepping into working world as outside world is so cruel.

I will proceed to Year Two Sem Two in the coming January - Old bird. I think I have to really keep my pace faster to complete anything that not yet done in this year. Or else I will never 'get my words'. Next semester is going to commence very soon - just another 1 month. A bit excitement... Hehe...

I promise myself that I will do everything with my best efforts... Not to upset anyone who cares, believe and trust me...

OuTSiDE wORLD iS CrUEL VS Am I A FaILuRE...

Now listening to Hitoradio...
Now doing revision for Fluid Mechanics I...

Well, it is the time to conclude what I have done so far in the previous week...

I have had been to Carrefour Wangsa Maju for several times between last sat and sun... This is because I have promised someone to work for Maxis... As a promoter for Maxis Postpaid... RM 30 commission per each subscriber... However, everytime when I reached there, after seeing my other colleagues selling the service... I will immediately fed up... Despite how eager and passion I was before starting to work... You should know... Your hard work, sweat may not necessary get the return... Struggling on this... Finally, I did not turn up to work... I must be left a bad impression to her...

I talk to myself... I must work very hard in my 2nd part-time job... Telemarketer... In my 1st day, I did not get any participants... For your information, my job is to make call to small medium enterprises and enquire whether they are interested to come for the Microsoft upcoming launching event-Beyond The Box Services... In my 2nd day, early morning... I was called to meet Adrian... The person who in charge this project... He personally talked to me and wish to know the reason I can't get anyone... He even asked me to go if I still can not get anyone before 12pm... I was indeed annoyed of what he said to me... In fact, as what I was being told... No sales involve... Isn't this consider kind of sales? We have to sell the event out... With no choice, I have to strive hard because I want this job...

After informed Adrian I managed to get 4pax at 12pm... I remain... Following that day... I got 11pax, 9pax and 18pax... Almost reached 10pax target everyday.... In the last day... I even the highest among others... Adrian awesome on my performance... I hate people who look down on me...

On weekends, I worked in Topshop... I am late on sat just because I spent the time to photostate IC... Of course to be given to manager... And missed the train... Finally, I was being scolded by Jasmine... Area Manager... She even did not give me opportunity to say something... I think this is 1st time I encountered during work... I have to learn from mistake instead...
On following wed, I was being scolded by trainee manager, May... U know... The reason is very ridiculous... It is because I put back the dress in wrong place and always looking at mirros... This time even serious than Jasmine... Today is Fri... I even remember until now... The fault... Is my wrong attitude? Or not serious?

Today I need to work in Topshop... Hope everything fine.... And I don't get scolded anymore...

Good Luck, Alvan!

HoW 2 WRiTE dOwN mY FeELinG nW?

Nw listening to Hitoradio...
Nw doin Fluid Mechanics I revision...

I have already been long time not blogging... Actually I want to update my blog... Frequency maybe 2 times a week... Not the intention to show off myself... But to keep myself aware of what I have been done/achieved from time to time... However, laziness within myself seems prevent me to do so...

Tomorrow is my 2nd day work for Topshop... On part-time basis... I have the idea to give up this job... However, I have to strive hard and be responsible and persistent on what I did... In fact, I am adult now... As a reward for myself, I will buy myself a Topman's clothes... A Jacket? Cardigan? Sweater? Polo Shirt?... Whatever... As long as I get my August salary...

Tomorrow and Sunday too... I have to rush to Carrefour after work.... Another part-time job is waiting for me... Selling Maxis Postpaid service... This indeed my 2nd time in Sales... Last time being cheated to sell low-quality product... Mostly decorative items.... In fact, I have sense of no-no to salesperson, insurance agent, credit-card agent etc.... Those kind of people... Now I am one of them... Am I really can do it well?

My third part-time job... Work for a marketing company... Something like Telemarketer... One week starting from next mon... Wages is quite high... So.... Even the office is located at Mont. Kiara... I have to drive there during wee-hours...

Next week would be another busy week for me... Gambateh, JR!... You can do well, smart guy... All the best and luck to you...

Wed Mid-night...

Nw listening to 北出菜奈 Kiss or Kiss...
Nw doing my Pengajian Malaysia assignment...


Frankly, I am a moody person... Sometimes I can be very friendly to you... Sometimes I can be very cool as well.... In other words, I am the guy with double character... That is what I can say to describe me...

Just four days passed after clinched to the 1st Prize of Young Designer Award, I didn't feel happy or perhaps surprise since the very first moment of prize giving ceromony on that night... What has been happened to me?